From dating to diapers
The truth is there were many nights I cried myself to sleep. Weeks where it felt like there was permanent black cloud hanging over my head and nothing made me happy.I remember my mom came in town one weekend and wanted to go shopping and out to lunch, things I normally love to do and I just sat on my bed crying telling her I didn’t want to do anything.
I prayed to God many times for guidance through my situation he showed me my path.
When you are going through a difficult time you need the support from family and friends.
It can be a very lonely time so don’t be afraid to ask for help.
When I felt like my life was crumbling and falling apart it made it hard for me to look at pictures of all these perfect families in their perfect houses.
It made me feel pretty crappy but then I realized their lives have nothing to do with mine and my happiness. It doesn’t matter what others have, my life and appreciating what I have is the most important key to my happiness. Fear of being alone kept me in my relationship longer than I should have been.
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I have learned a few things on this journey I thought I would share. Many days I didn’t want to get out bed but I had to find beauty in the little things. A quote I will always remember is ” a negative mind will never get you a positive life.” It is ok to be sad, angry, upset, and depressed.